It's All Fairly Deserved, Trust That Is.

This school year has been one crazy one. Seems like one friend comes along, and another leaves. And this process just keeps happening, over and over. I've kicked rude people out of my life, and because of that, many people hate me. I've had many rumors started about me. Many prank phone calls and texts all saying nasty stuff. I've had people whom I thought were amazing friends betray me, cheat on me, scream at me, and completely kick me out of their life as well. I've replaced old friends with new friends, and they've replaced me too. I've met amazing people, learned from them, and I look up to them. I respect them. I respect mostly everybody, and everything. I even respect the people whom disrespect me and kicked me out of their lives. I don't care if I'm highly disrespected by them--that's their decision-- and to be frank, I'm sure I deserve it. I can't be the best person. But I can try to give you my best. I can give you my friendship, and love. I can care about you, and I would love to spend time with you. But most of all, I'm gonna have an extremely hard time trusting you.